Arwah Azman Bin Ahmad, my FIL.

I had not posted anything on my FIL after the hospital post for quite some time. The truth is, he has passed away on 26 December 2015, Saturday morning at about 6am.

The night before, I stayed at the hospital till late night from morning. Relatives of his that I have never met before came down too. We already know that it was anytime he will go. I wouldn't want to describe much how he looked like at that moment but definitely his condition worsened.

Informed my parents that they just had to come down that day because FIL really don't look too good. My parents were the last guests to visit that night. We knew that FIL had been waiting for my parents to come but he was already unable to speak. His eyes roll around responding to my father as an acknowledgement. We don't know what he wants to tell my father but it was something that we were saddened to see. Only then we realised why it was special that my parents came to be the last guests to see FIL.

My parents left shortly after. Initially I wanted to go home that night but because Fiancé had a abscess that he wanted to remove it the next day at the clinic first thing in the morning. So, decided that since it was very late and pitied Fiancé, I sleepover at my in laws.

We only reached home at about 3am. Showered and watched the TV for a while before going to sleep at about 4am.

I was already in deep sleep when I hear my phone ringing. It was a missed call from MIL. When I wanted to return call, my SIL called me and asked us to rush over.

Woke Fiancé up and I showered first. In the middle of my shower, I hear a knock on my door. I don't feel to good. Rushed my shower and came out only to see my Fiancé standing at a corner smoking fast.

" Ayah dah takde. Die dah pergi. "

Not sure if he was alright but I asked. Well, of course he doesn't right. So he showered and get ready to head over to the hospital. Mostly everyone was there. Made arrangements for the casket. SIL went back home first then afterwards me and MIL. Fiancé will have to wait till the casket comes to bring the body back home.

Everything went well for the ceremony. Had a last look of my FIL. And followed over to the Cemetery.

One thing for sure, we wouldn't want to see him suffer. And Allah loves him more. May his soul rest in peace and all his sins be forgiven. Amin.