Hey Guise!
Its been months since i lift off from blogging. Things has been quite complicated. But still, it moves on. I choose to let this blog left as it is, I wouldn't want to even change a thing (Yes, that means I will not be deleting any old posts) I just want this blog to remain memories. At least, I think it is something meant to be kept now.
I moved on to another company in events. Reason being to venture further into what I can bring out. I love events. I love planning it. Actually, I just love executing it. HAHA! Perhaps, there is still so much more in store for me to grasp on. Basically, this is not a stop for me. :) Okay, so this new job, ppl do think it is cool. Of course, getting a laptop, a mobile but I am always on standby. Maybe now, I don't quite bother to bring back the company laptop bcos I don't use it back home unless I know event is coming up or short deadlines that I will need to attend to. For now, my upcoming projects is done just waiting for the dates to be up again. Yah, if you guys remember on JEM ceiling collaps, YUP. Thats affecting my projects. Oh well. Maybe it is a good thing. So I am pretty relax at this moment. Cos F1 season is over!
Alright, as i moved on with my career, i moved on too. It strikes me to for once think in the long run. I must say I can't deny that I love S (Its an initial) a lot. But I am thinking of so many possibilities that things don't run smoothly. To think of building a family, not sure how it is going to be. Deep inside, I love S a lot more than anything. I sacrificed so much to be with him and its been years. Maybe, LOVE will not bring us anywhere. S may not be reading all this now, but I'm pretty sure, God knows everything.
Okay, therefore, I'm fell in love with someone. I don't like him at the first sight. (HAHAHA) Seriously, I don't like him at all. But as time goes by, he is not so bad afterall. Unexpectedly, our parents blessed us! (It was pretty shocking. I thought they would have rejected) So days pass by, i fell in love with him from small pieces. Who would have known, hate became love. We have quarrels. All do right. Haha! There you go. Like any other love stories.
Been frequently meeting my Bbyg constantly. She is my pillar. And will always be that way. The one I can rely on. And I'm always worried about her. Whoever that hurt her. Hurt her in a way, unseen. But its deep inside.When I see her stubborn-ness, haha, it reminds someone. That is me. So, yah, She love someone hard. No matter what the flaws were. I know at some point, she is not ready, but i believe, one day she will. Insyaallah. Im ever so close to her family, I am sure her parents can understand her choice. :)
Okay. I shall post on something again soon. Take care guisee!
